I love you, so much.

I've been watching my friend go through so much shit and slowly fall into a deep hole of nothing. I wish there was something I could do, but I don't know how to fix it. I love the kid to death. I can't help them because they won't except my help. All this pain they're feeling makes me want to give them a hug, but I don't want to give them all this pity love. A lot of people think that they're faking it, but I dont' think it's right to call a bluff on someone who is going through a lot of pain. I want to get them back to normal so they can feel better and I can be myself around them. I miss our conversations over nothing, and just hanging out talking about they're favorite bands and how they love to play their instrument. I hate how one person can effect your life so strongly, and if they don't feel the same way.. Your life is altered and you can't seem to fix it. I just want my life and their life to be the same as the good ol' days when everyone was happy. I love you, kid. I'm always here for you till the day I die(: