Today is Father's day.(: I love my daddy. He's pretty swell if I do say so myself. I'mma miss him while I'm in California this week. We don't always get along, but he'll always be my dad. And for that, I'll love him till the day I die. All my life he's be there for me, no matter how much he worked, no matter if he was trying to do his work, no matter if he was in a good mood or not. As a kid, he was someone I always looked up to. He was the superman in my life, him and my brother.(: They meant the world to me. I remember my father was doing some odd schooling and he studied for his tests locked up in his room. I'd slowly sneak my way in and give him a magic spell so he'd do well on his test. He'd call me later that night after he found out his result and he'd tell me he always did good.(: It always made me smile to know that I sorta did something good for him. I love the memories I've had with my daddy. I love him so much.(:

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
-Marilyn Monroe.
Today was the hardest day I've had in a while.. I don't know why, but memories of people I've loved and lost flooded my mind. I smiled at the memories we had, but cried of the thought I can never have times like those again.. I've never wanted to see old friends so badly. Never wanted to spend more time with my brother and friends so much. I've seen people leave my life faster than I can realize what's happening. People get taken away from you when you need them the most, or when they're at their finest. I always here people say, "You never know what you have until it's gone." I never really got that until the past few months. I knew it sucked to loose your favorite toy or have your best friend move away.. But if you lost that toy, you'd eventually replace it.. You could call your best friend whenever you missed them. With people you truly loose, you can't call up to heaven and ask to speak to them. Once they're gone, they're gone. And days like today, I wish I was gone just to spend time with them. I want to there with them so I can remember what it felt like to have their love in your life.. Replacing a toy is a lot different then replacing someone's love in your life. They took a piece of your heart when they left, and you're never getting it back.

Remember those days when everything was just, easier? The only problem we had was when kids wore down our favorite colored crayon. I'd love to go back to those days, when everything was just easier. Last night though, was one of those nights.(: I felt like such a kid going to see Toy Story, and I liked it. I want to see all the little kid movies Despicable Me.(: That movie looks freakin' cuuuute. "IT'S A FLUFFY!" Awh, that girl is adorable. Seriously though, Toy Story 3 was epic. Probably the coolest movie ever.(: I will most likely go see again sometime soon, but who knows. I woke up about an hour ago, and I'm still tired. I shall go take a nap, goodbye.(:

Toy Story 3 Comes Out Tonight.♥

I've waited so long for this day to come.(: Eleven long years since the first one. I don't even understand why I'm so excited. Tonight till 3am partying. I adore Woody and Buzz, they're so close but they're so different. It explains the world of friendship so well. I just want to be able to fly and have living toys that go behind my back and screw up my room. That would be intense, I always did believe that happened when I was a child. This is going to be the most intense 3D show for me, like ever.(: I just can't hold in my excitement, it's insane. Arggggh.

I always did love Slinky.(: He was just so cool with his massive flexibility and all that fun stuff.

I forgot to mention what I've realized this past few days.(: My future in my eyes is becoming more and more clear. I'm sure it will change and I'll later become more confused, but as of right now I'm ready. I want to help kids. I know that leads to a large spectrum of different job options, but I've narrowed those down too.
-Counselor.
-English Teacher.
-Court Appointed Special Advocate.
-Social Worker.
Random career choice, but I've always loved working with kids. I know I have three years of high school ahead of me, but it will just help me choose classes and work through my years. I'm ready to do something important with my life. I'm ready to show the world that I'm something different. I've always said I wanted to change the world, and I think helping kids is one step towards that. Young kids are our future. They're the ones that are going to change the world, and without someone there to help them, someone to love them, they're going to have a hard time reaching the top. And with any of those four jobs, I believe I can help them reach the top. In my mind, that's all that matters.(:

Every word you say, I think I should write down. Don't want to forget come daylight.♥

-Joshua Radin.

I love how a single song can explain a million wor
ds that you want to say. Paperweight is officially my song of the week. Every time I listen to it, a different emotion comes out of it. Justin Bieber has become a new favorite of mine with his That Should Be Me song and his One Time (My Heart Edition). I always doubted his talents just because when I first heard him I thought he was a girl. When I listen to those two songs I find something so much better. The kid has talent, and I'm jealous.

When people ask me what makes me feel the most alive, I simple answer [[photography.]]

I'm saving up for a new camera. I have to save up enough for half, and my parents will match it.(: I've realized that I don't want my future to revolve around photography. I want to keep it as a hobby, a passion. If you turn something amazing as taking pictures into a job, it looses my interest. I lost interest because when I talked about it, the conversation always led to how it could be my future, how I could create something for myself. Yeah, I want to do something amazing with my future. I just don't want something I love to become a job, that I have to do whether I want to or not. And photography will always be something I love.

My future babby.(: Nothing too fancy, but I love♥

summer time.(:

School's Out, Summer's IN♥

First week of summer has officially began.(: And if this summer is anything like these past four days, this is going to be the best summer, ever<3 I love you everyone I spend my nights with, you're amaaazing. My friends I've made, the ones I've grown a stronger bond with, you're the ones that keep me sane. I can't wait, two weeks I'mma be in California for a week. After that, I head off to Oregon, then Seattle.(: In between all that, I'm going to party.(: I'm going to party like I've never partied before. This is going to be an experience of a lifetime. After these amaaazing three months are over, I start high school. Doesn't sound that great, but I'm damn right excited. New people, old friends going to the same school.(: I'm excited, but so anxious and nervous.