"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
-Marilyn Monroe.
Today was the hardest day I've had in a while.. I don't know why, but memories of people I've loved and lost flooded my mind. I smiled at the memories we had, but cried of the thought I can never have times like those again.. I've never wanted to see old friends so badly. Never wanted to spend more time with my brother and friends so much. I've seen people leave my life faster than I can realize what's happening. People get taken away from you when you need them the most, or when they're at their finest. I always here people say, "You never know what you have until it's gone." I never really got that until the past few months. I knew it sucked to loose your favorite toy or have your best friend move away.. But if you lost that toy, you'd eventually replace it.. You could call your best friend whenever you missed them. With people you truly loose, you can't call up to heaven and ask to speak to them. Once they're gone, they're gone. And days like today, I wish I was gone just to spend time with them. I want to there with them so I can remember what it felt like to have their love in your life.. Replacing a toy is a lot different then replacing someone's love in your life. They took a piece of your heart when they left, and you're never getting it back.